well...

a lettre to Mary.

I know you are very very missed, but I feel quite lost with what to do with how I feel.

I KNOW you understand the other side now...I don't think dad will til he dies.

Your would-have-been 30th anniversary is coming up, and who is dad spending it with? That person up in Burnet. He has forgotten his connection to family apparently. Would that could remind him, for Sandy and Dave, if not all of us. He seems to think that person was more important to your life and memory than your kids and grand kids. Maybe it is just too hard for him to show us what he's feeling, and finds it easier to get away from all of us. I find that very painful. If you stop by to talk to him sometime, could you remind him family is supposed to come first?

Thanks.

And since you now understand the Summerlands, could you give my mom a hug, and let her know I miss her a lot too?

I'll see you on the other side.

pjd